March 31, 2012 § Leave a comment

I guess I miss you so much I’m wearing your shirt again. I know I should not because it will remind me of you. Don’t blame the shirt, you never been off of my mind even for a minute. Are you sleeping? Are you thinking of me too? Can I sleep right next to you like you always asked me too? Hold me tight k and don’t let go? I love you. I love you more.

March 31, 2012 § Leave a comment

Now please?

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Bukan?

March 30, 2012 § Leave a comment

I don’t know why I’m posting this. I just feel like it sigh

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Bukankah Aku?

March 30, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hancur hatiku hatiku ini
Meskipun tiada pun yang tahu
Aku berdoa aku kan cuba
Meskiku tak lagi percaya

Namun ku masih tetap mencuba
Hampa hati yang ada di langkah kaki
Namun tetap ku menanti

Bukankah aku yang kau mengatakan cinta
Bukan diriku yang kau janjikan semua
Luluh hatiku menantikanmu
Menantikan jawabmu ohh

Meskipun engkau bukan seperti yang dulu
Namun ku tetap disini menantikanmu
Sampai hatimu tinggalkan aku
Namun cintaku tetap hanya untukmu

Bukankah aku yang kau mengatakan cinta
Bukan diriku yang kau janjikan semua
Luluh hatiku menantikanmu
Menantikan jawabmu ohh

Meskipun engkau bukan seperti yang dulu
Namun ku tetap disini menantikanmu
Sampai hatimu tinggalkan aku
Namun cintaku tetap hanya untukmu

Lost

March 30, 2012 § Leave a comment

Add Maths just now went fine just somebody ruined my mood a bit but thanks to the teacher, happiness kicked in. Have you ever felt that you don’t have anyone anymore? You don’t have anyone to count on to, to rest your head on one’s shoulder, having someone to lend their ears for you? I’m feeling it right now and it kills. I don’t get this. Why do I must feel such thing? Why? What did I do? Was I a bitch back then? Was I? What is happening to me? Where did my confidence went to? I miss the old me. The cheerful old me, who never cared about anything. Who would always do what my heart told me to do. Not anymore. Nowadays, you gotta think thrice before you do something. You’re scared that people will judge you no matter what you did, it doesn’t matter whether it is something good or bad, someday, someone will judge you. It sucks you know? Where did the spirit of being carefree went to? I want it back. I want to be euphoric, gleeful, high spirited, carefree but now all I can say is that I have lost faith in the human race. What in god’s green planet am I living in? What went wrong? How did this started in the first place? How?

Eight Flew Over One Was Destroyed

March 29, 2012 § Leave a comment

by Mew. Mew’s songs have been giving me the feeling of ease these couple of days. Thank you for writing such good songs. At the office now. It has been nearly 2 weeks we’ve ended us. We met last Sunday. I am not sure whether it’s good or not since the situation was kind of awkward and tense? Maybe. I miss you. I wonder how are you doing so far? I’m doing good alhamdulillah but deep down inside I just miss you. Miss having you by my side. So, does everyone happy now with what we are? How about her?

If I Could

March 20, 2012 § Leave a comment

I will bring you somewhere. Somewhere far away from here. I just want to be with you, just you. Let me pause the time or let me just stop it. I want to be with you, where nobody will ever judge, nobody will ever stop us. I just want you to hold me tight, kiss my forehead, whisper to me that everything will be alright because you will always there by my side. Don’t stop loving me. Don’t. Because this heart of mine, will not. I love you Azrulizham. I love you.

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