April 20, 2012 § Leave a comment
What is it that I’m not doing? Which one of these somethings is the true something? Have I been doing too much nothing? Perhaps, not enough nothing?
Which way is down? Will my love be wasted yet again? Will I destroy myself like my dreams had foretold? Can’t anyone hear my heart screaming?
When will enough truly be enough? Am I feeling less, or feeling more? Did I try my best? Will I find all that I’ve been looking for? When will I stop hiding?
Is any of this familiar? When is eventually? Was there a time when feelings flowed freely? Am I making this all up? Are any of us even alive? Will it hurt when everything is all said and done?
Are we there yet? Do we even know where we’re going? Why couldn’t you be the one? Did I say that already? Do you feel it too?…
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