July 29, 2012 § Leave a comment


I admit that I haphazardly re-opened my doors to him. No baby steps; just a violent shove back into the depths of me.  Initially, the door was inaccessible to him for a reason, yet I was convinced that the foundation of that reason was weak, and eased it open for him to peer through. I was surrounded by people whom frequently opened and closed doors as though it were some small sport. Yet my door was significantly heavier than theirs, and it took a great deal of energy to pull and push it. Still, there he was–his shadow lingering within the doorway, possibly sensing my hesitation.

With time, I watched the quality of my decision decay. It remained quite the mystery to me how I was so willing to allow someone back into a place that was so carelessly devastated by their hand. I stood back and watched pieces of…

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July 26, 2012 § Leave a comment

“I can never say what I want to say. It’s been like this for a while now. I try to say something, but all I get are the wrong words – the wrong words or the exact opposite words from what I mean. I try to correct myself, and that only makes it worst. I lose track of what I was trying to say to begin with. It’s like I’m split in two and playing tag with myself. One half is chasing the other half around this big, fat post. The other me had the right words, but this me can’t catch her.”

Salam Ramadhan :)

July 25, 2012 § Leave a comment

Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims in the world. May this month bring you close to the One and only.

July 25, 2012 § Leave a comment

It’s pointless to just envy other people’s worlds. I have to change my world myself. – Sinichi Chiaki


July 25, 2012 § Leave a comment

Nearly 3 years. Nearly 3, and still the same person. I’ve been waiting, waiting and waiting. My one golden chance was in my hands once and I’m thirsty for more. I’ve never felt like this before. I have this feeling that one day, we’ll meet again and you, yes you will be someone important in my life. I hope my instincts are right. Nothing is impossible. Amin ya rabbal alamin

July 25, 2012 § Leave a comment

“In order for people to love you, you must love yourself first.” – Birdy


July 19, 2012 § Leave a comment

I feel lonely. I feel empty. All I want is someone to talk to but I don’t think there’s a right one.

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