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January 31, 2013 § Leave a comment

Lets see… Found out I filled in the wrong application form (how stupid) and I’ve just discovered one of my life’s greatest irony. You wanna know?! You do?! Well it’s just that I’m planning to take marine biology course and yet and yet and yet

I CAN’T SWIM WELL! How wrong is that?! That’s like the basic thing to qualify in this field!!!!!! Gawd *crying my f eyeballs out*


January 29, 2013 § Leave a comment


January 27, 2013 § Leave a comment

“Sometimes the people with the worst past, create the best future.” – Umar ibn al-Khattab (RA)

This Sadi. Always remind this to yourself. Keep in mind and your heart.


January 26, 2013 § Leave a comment

I’ve been there for myself, I was strong for myself to stand still inspite of all the ups and downs I’ve going through. Now I just need a little bit of that if I still have some left to bear with this. InsyaAllah I can make it through. InsyaAllah, I’ll find my way.

” لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِنْ نَسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا” رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَا أَنْتَ مَوْلَانَا فَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ”

“Allah burdens not a person beyond what he can bear. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error. Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us. Our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Protector, and help us against the disbelieving people.”

January 26, 2013 § Leave a comment

“No one ever said hijrah is going to be easy. But wallahi it’s worth it.”


January 26, 2013 § Leave a comment

Sounded very unfamiliar and strange. I’m growing old. I’m growing up. I’m entering adulthood stage now and it’s terrifying yet exciting. Happy birthday my dear self. You’re a big girl now. This year, my birthday went fine despite that I’ve to go to work and my parents are busy with their work but it’s okay. Family event for sure will held soon because good things come quite late for us. I’m very grateful with all the wishes I’ve received from family and good companies. It’s quite a surprise because I think this is my first time receiving birthday wishes this much. Still, I’m quite devastated because on my special day some things also happened. Karma perhaps? It does sucks but I don’t want to talk about it anymore. Maybe it’s best to just let it be. I can’t do anything about it anyway. On the bright side, since my birthday was yesterday which is Friday, it has been a blessing and wonderful 12 hours! Work was really great, the sun was shining bright, smiles on everyone’s faces and I received my package! My only wish for my birthday is that I’ll go through this kind of day everyday if possible. It’s been a rough 2 and a half months for me and I just want to be strong again, be happy again. Be the cheerful me. InsyaAllah, I’ll try my best to fix myself to someone better. Honestly, I do want to change but I know I know that it takes time and it is a slow process for me. I pray to Allah that He will give me the greatest strength and patience and guidance to endure this rocky journey for me to be someone better and make peace with my broken self. InsyaAllah amin.

P/S : Not really a present but I think it is because I received it on the night of my birthday 🙂



January 22, 2013 § Leave a comment


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